Elena N. (2) (SEI) about Getting Up in the Morning

I wake up very hard in the morning. For me, it’s better not to go to bed at all than to have to get up. I just want to lie there. I need five to ten minutes lying on one side, then five minutes on the other.

But I have to get up! It weighs on me, and I haven’t even lain on the other side yet – it’s gone numb, and I didn’t lie on it! And I want to. So yes, it's terribly hard for me to get up.