Alena M. (IEI) - Life in the Flow of Time and Change

I feel time in different ways: wasted time I feel with regret — discomfort begins inside me, I have lost time, I could have done something and did not. Sometimes I feel how time stretches.

For a year and a half I was apathetic — I do not remember what was happening then, I just got up, ate, drank, slept. Everything passed as if it were a single day. Sometimes I feel that a minute passes quickly, and sometimes it goes very, very slowly.

I can live in different rhythms.

The most important thing about time is that I walk my own path, and no one touches me.

I want to do everything calmly; I don’t like it when I am thrown off.

If I am rushed, I lose control… I will do it when I do it! Don’t rush me!

For every action there is an optimal time. If you take a step at the moment when it needs to be taken, that step will bring maximum benefit. If you perform the same action at the wrong moment, the result may be exactly the opposite. I very often feel this moment.

And sometimes I feel how an event is literally in the air: it is close, not yet fully real, you have not quite felt it yet, but it must happen, and you sense it internally.